( XIX ) Ponder

This - All At Once by The Fray

There are certain people you just keep coming back to
She is right in front of you
You begin to wonder could you find a better one
Compared to her now she's in question

Looking for the right one you line up the world to find
Where no questions cross your mind
But she won't keep on waiting for you without a doubt
Much longer for you to sort it out

Maybe you want her maybe you need her
Maybe you started to compare to someone not there
Maybe you want it maybe you need it,
Maybe it's all you're running from,
Perfection will not come

And all at once the crowd begins to sing
Sometimes we'd never know what's wrong without the pain
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same

And This

Now that I never saw her
She was always looking at me.
Her almond eyes held me, hooks in my heart
It sickened me and it choked me
I couldn't stop thinking about her.
I knew with all my being
I would never love another like her again.
With good reason because
It would be wrong for a person to even vaguely have any likeness to her at all. One wasn't like her, she was someone that once attemping to resemble her; her marvellousness would embody you entirely. To be her, you had to dedicate every facet of your body in that one wish.
I cannot describe how she made me feel.
Only that she always held me, in my mind.
I want her there forever.
And my soul dies even dreaming up the possibility that one day I may forget her.

So that

Tonight I want to know this,
Do you think that it is possible to have one true love?
You know the ones. Do you think that it is possible to love someone so recklessly that,
for the rest of your life you will always mean that moment when you declare to yourself that no one else will do?